- Eating donuts
- Lots of donuts
- Stalking Daniel on tumblr
- Even though he unfollowed me
- And kicked me off his blog so I'm not following him either
- Finding this out was actually what triggered the crying at work :) :) :)
- Writing half texts to Ian that I don't send
- Because when I think about reaching outwards for support, he's still one of the first people I think of
- He proved this summer that he still knows me so well
- And there's no judgement from him
- Also I don't feel like a burden with him
- Like I do with Grace but that's not her fault and is another story anyway
- Crying at very inconvenient times
- Like during work
- I'm an expert at lifeguarding through blurry eyes
- Also during class
- Like what the heck, body, really?
- Driving while crying
- Because long drives are nice
- And perfect opportunities to bawl my eyes out :)
- Honestly I'm just great at crying in general
Please wait until my heart is a little more mended to come into my life, but know that I already love you.
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